You ever see those really depressing scenes at Christmas, where there's an awesome party and there's a small child outside looking in through the window, freezing in the cold winter?
It feels like my life is like that. Looking in at everyone's life. I keep hearing about all the awesome times that people have partying with other people. How they had a great time getting drunk, or the pics totally rocked.
Its sad when I realize that in the past year, there exists only a single picture of me that I didn't take myself. No "Hey Porter! Get in on this photo!" or something like that. Yes, I don't put myself out there, but its on days like these.... holidays. ANY holiday. It's on days like these that I totally feel like this.
No comments:
Post a Comment